All Things New - A Story PART 2 - Purity Challenge

Tough Entrance

When I walk into the youth building of the church, I feel like I have a big sign on my forehead. One that lists every sin, even the ones I thought about committing this year.

Kelsey squeals when she sees me. “ I knew you’d come!” She pulls me into a tight hug and leads me to one of the decorated tables.

I take my seat beside Kelsey and give a half-hearted wave to the youth pastor across the room. Long time no see.

Without even thinking I reach into my purse and check my phone. No call. No text.

The thing is, I really loved this guy. Or I sort of did. And I thought he really cared for me. But I guess I wouldn’t be myself on Valentine’s Day if he did. Unless he’s playing hard to get. And if that’s the case he’s doing a fabulous job.

The youth pastor leads us in prayer and blesses the meal. I make small talk with those around me as I eat my chicken and potatoes. It’s everything I can do not to text Devin again. How could he just use me and then…nothing? No goodbye, no e-mail, not even a paltry, “I’ve been busy.”

And whom can I tell? Kelsey? She’d be so disappointed in me. I don’t even want to think about her reaction. And God?

Hey, God, you know how you tell us in the bible to save sex for marriage…Um, kinda messed that up. But now that I’ve totally ticked you off, I’d like some help and support, please!

Right, not happening.

Sometime later I push away my chocolate cheesecake with a groan. I can’t eat another bite. The dessert alone might of made it worth coming tonight, though I have to hold a eye roll as the guest speaker takes the podium. Every year we do the same thing---dinner, some one comes and yammers about the true meaning of love, followed by 45 minutes of awkward mingling.

I rest my napkin in my lap as a petite blonde girl introduces herself. She looks a few years older then I. Maybe college age.

Check tomorrow for part 3....

~ Stephanie ~ 
    *Phil. 3:13-14*